Fuck man, it takes so much. After getting accepted at the new college, Financial Aid should be kicking in since my parents didn’t go to college. But it’s the little bigger fees that it doesn’t cover that breaks the camel’s back.
Just got the new job, have to wait 3 weeks with my bank account overdrawn before I can start getting paid. Until then, I owe my landlord $3000. My car’s transmission is slowly dying, and I have no feasible way or time to replace it/my car, so I’ll just have to drive it until it breaks down. I need another $400 for a parking pass at school, And still have to pay my overdue cell phone bill + car insurance + this months rent lest I get the boot out of my place.
I’m still so positive, because this new job is pretty cool and I feel comfortable in. It can be challenging with the workload but there’s no customers to deal with, only problems to solve. That’s sort of my domain, I just wish I could get paid already and afford to eat again. My girlfriend has been so supportive, helping me out by using her car when we hang out, feeding me, and even helping me out from time to time on my bills. It doesn’t stop the nagging sensation in my brain that I’m draining her account because of my issues, and I feel worse and worse over it every day. My hair’s too long, I need a haircut. I need to fix my car. I need health insurance, I need to pay my excise tax as well as my old hospital bill. I need to pay my landlord, I need to pay my college, I need to pay insurance and my phone. I need money, and I need it fast or I’ll be homeless and hopeless within the month.